Haven't update since... half a year ago. Anyhow, I'm waiting for my phone to finish charging before I go off to bed, so here I am.

POD 1 presentation is over! Need to improve on my song a whole, whole lot. Plus, I have some ideas for POD 2, but I'll get some opinions before I start hacking away. And there's other assignments due yes, but not tomorrow. So I'm taking a break from Logic for awhile. Reading, watching, reading, watching, playing the piano, reading, sleeping. Ahh, blissful (:<

Currently reading Book Nine of the Demonata series! Book Ten's the last one! It's finally explaining how and why a lot of things are the way they are, and the explanations are quite mind-blowing. I'm expecting a beyond twisted ending for this series as well, like the Darren Shan Saga. The author's way of writing is annoyingly addictive, you can't stop reading, but you hate the way he kills everyone and twists everything till you literally O_O?!? at the book.

Learned a new song from Pokemon Black called "Unwavering Emotions". It's cool when you can sight-read the stuff fast at first, then it's sickening when you can't play it well without staring holes into the scores ):< And my ears deteriorates horribly.. Even worst, since my scores are on the laptop, I have to stop and scroll through the pages halfway. So I can't even play something completely without break. Need to stop relying on scores so much, arghhhhh...

Watching wise, catching up on Kaleido Star!! Will finish it before the long weekend's over. I love the OST, seriously. ^0^ Also started watching Samurai Champloo and Ef~ A Tale of Memories.

Champloo is a rather old show, from around 2004 to 2005. I had no idea! I thought it just started airing early this spring, bleh. I'm amazingly lag. But yep, the show's DAMN AWESOME. Music, I can't appreciate well enough, but it's cool and suits the show. BUT THE ANIMATION AND SEIYUUS ARE LOVE. LOVE. LOVE. Roronoa Zoro's seiyuu is voicing for Mugen!!! A swordsman indeed, hahah!

For Ef, it's a newer show compared to Champloo. Similar to Angel Beats, a game turned animation. Music is similar too, the feel, intro, chords and all. Oh well. IT'S NICE AND I LOVE IT SO I DON'T CARE. Composed by Tenmon! Who also did the OST for 5 Centimeters per Second, that one I haven't checked out yet. Stunning scenery, deep dialogues, and pretty music. Although the storytelling is slightly confusing, but I'm getting the hang of it. Wheee~

OH AND, there's a new drama I must watch! City Hunter! Soon, soon! I will catch it in a next few days!

Eyes are drooping. More next time!

Nights!

Must not be distracted or affected by anything other than school work right now. But your words are affecting me, how.

Go away, please?

Browsing through blogs, giving my ears a break from Midiaudicle.

I realised that I've been looking backwards and at the scenery passing by all along, I haven't been looking ahead. And I didn't know what I should look forward to. Trying to improve always seems tedious and backing out always seems the easiest to do. When backing out is not an option, what should I do?

Currently overflowing with admiration. 'I want to be like him/her.' The thoughts when you were little and haven't seen too much of the world. Now I feel like a kid for a little while again (:

It's not too late to make up my mind now, is it?

Hm, I'm not done with... probably three more chapters of my theory, and here I am updating on livejournal, YAY! 

Taking a short break. Revised last years topics in one hour, and my brain feels so overloaded right now. Sipping black coffee~ It's my latest addict LOL! Many thanks to Dad for forcing me to drink it because of my migraine; he insisted it helps, and it did! And somehow I liked the bittersweet taste of it.

Ahhhhhh, just 3 more hours to theory test! I wonder if I should go to school and cram my brain there. Hm. I'll end up talking and not cramming. Come on!! Just a little more. GO GO! 

Oh my god, it's been how many hours and I AM CONCENTRATING. My head is gonna explode soon, really. Taking a break and going to play the piano.

I refuse to die ):

Next week is hell's week and I'm taking drastic measures with it. Deactivating Facebook is a drastic measure. Now I realise I hardly went a day without logging onto it, it's eating into my time and my life so much, gah.

There won't be any point listing down the things I need to do, because I'll panic and not know where to start from again.

Now to finish polishing up performance journal!

I'm not thinking properly, otherwise I wouldn't have agreed to take over someone else's shift. Why did I do that? Ah damn. My Bums assignment is just going to die. And rot till there's nothing left. I'm probably going to end up the same too. But then I decided to not go back on my word, and take responsibility for the decision my stupid, dead brain made at some point. Screw my 'sense of responsibility'. Shouldn't school be more important than work, so what am I doing now? )):

I really messed up my priorities big time. Shall stop attempting to do Bums and go to bed because nothing makes sense to me right now. To self: Serve you right for thinking you'd be able to cope and do everything at once.

And oh, I'm probably a self-centered person for typing so many 'I's in my post. Bleah.

My stomach cramp's been going on and off since Sunday. For two freaking days I'm having stomach cramps, and I'm pissed as hell at whatever's causing it. For one, my entire body is sore and I can't muster enough energy to do anything much, besides move my fingers on the laptop. So even though I FINALLY have a day off at home, I couldn't play the piano or the flute, but just rot in bed the whole day. Sitting on a chair is surprisingly tiring. -_- For another, I've eaten a range of medicine that cures stomach issues, and none worked. So now I'd really have to go to the doctor's if it keeps up tomorrow. ARGH!

So pissifying ): Fever would have probably been better. At least the problem's obvious.

I'm actually drinking ginger tea because it's good for the stomach. And I hate ginger. So please just get better already T_T Can't believe I'm saying this, but I wanna go to school tomorrow! Finally understand the pain of being literally bedridden, the annoyance of wanting to do so many things but being unable to do so, zzz.

Screams of frustration. D<

Hanging out at Sam's with Shir. There's an iMac, a Macbook Pro and an iPhone, one for everyone to use, LOL. Ahhh jealousy ):

So sleepy, hope I don't fall asleep later while watching movie. Wheee! Can't wait! 

Oh and reminder, FIND A STUDY TO STUDY FOR PERF!

I don't know if anyone actually reads this blog anymore, but I shall blog for the sake for posting crap anyway.

Today is the, 6th?, day since the departure of the two higher ranks of my house. Overall, I think I fail so badly this time at taking care of everything. ARGH. I can't believe I let the rice water turn bad. It's like, really disgusting and literally smells like shit. I'm not exaggerating. ): Got TONS on my to-do-list right now, and thank god it's public holidays tomorrow! Great chance to rest and catch up on everything. I have no idea why am I so exhausted.

Anyway, that aside, I GOT NEW HEADPHONES TODAY! Hurray~! I finally got Chris' headphones from him, and now I have a pair of Audio Technica and Sennheiser headphones. It's so funny when I listen to them both and one has more bass than the other. Oh alright, never mind. I'm just being retarded by myself. :P

I miss my Ma and Pa.

It's so tiring to be taking care of every single thing and having no one to depend on. Yes, I have my brother, but he's on the list of things/person to take care of, so it doesn't help. He's been awesome so far though, cooperative and all, phew. \o/

Missed dinner today. Fell asleep after getting my brother's dinner done, and when I finally woke up it's midnight already. I'm kinda typing this post in a semi-conscious state; you feel like you're dreaming, but you're not. I may be blabbering a lot of unnecessary crap, so I'm going to go off to bed.

Oh I hope I don't fall sick now of all times. Crazyass thunderstorm today, and my shoes have ponds in them now. Squelchy, squishy feeling when you walk, so annoying. Ah well.

Good night!